whistle while you work?

i don't know where the idea of being cheerful because you are working came from, but nonetheless, I've been pretty content while at work lately. I'm working two jobs one at DHL attempting to refrain from screaming at customers who are calling to ship a package to/from Haiti, and at Harkins, helping customer obtain the smallest amount of butter on their truckload of popcorn, along with their 5 pounds of candy and large diet coke, because you know thet are tryig to watch their figure............. they don't need to EVERYONE else can see it. But, I'm not bitter, I am tired tho. Ben and I FINALLY broke some ground on cleaning our apartment while inadvertantly dodging the Mormons who helped us move in our bigass entertainment center. I don't think I'm a bad person for avoiding them am I? It would really be a waste of mine and their time...... no matter what they say, I enjoy my occasional Smirnoff, and I'm not going to "drink the water." I've had my fill of the Mormon influence, thank you. Things have been picking up, I'm going to start school soon, become a Big Sister, and have a little one running around here pretty soon, I'm happy where I am, where we are. I look forward to all the upcoming challenges, I think it will help me to become the responsible adult I so long to be. I need to grow up more. I want to be self-relient, and be the one my family comes to when they run a little short on cash, not the other way around. I want to get in touch with my friends, I just really want to get back in touch with my life.......... So for now, I guess, I will just wait....... wait for things to get better...... I just hope it comes soon.